i mean after all you said it yourself “nothing makes you happy, and no one can make you happy” then you should find someone that does. cus its obviously not me, then if it’s not me then what am I to you? obviously not a girlfriend, or someone you’re in a relationship with. because, imo, a boyfriend&girlfriend type relationship stems from the two people enjoying each others company and being happy together, and if we don’t have that then what kind of basis are we using for our relationship?
in the first months of our relationship i felt that you really loved me and cared about me, now all that love is just gone…i don’t know where it went…you say you love me and care about me, but you never show it so i never know. i’ve come to the conclusion that you’re bored with me and you’re done with me. maybe you think that you haven’t changed..but you have. a lot.
so advice for you when you get a new girlfriend: when she says she’s sad, you better damn well listen to her and listen to her good, and don’t fucking turn the conversation around to yourself. if she loves you, she’ll ask you if you want to talk about what makes you sad when you tell her you are. and don’t just say “ill tell you later” because with you later never comes and that’s why you always bring the conversation around back to yourself and make yourself look like an egocentric jerk. Another tip, don’t be all lovey dovey in the first 2 months of the relationship, do it ALL THE TIME. don’t just hold her hand once in a while, don’t hug/kiss her once in a while, do it EVERY time you see her. so she knows that you love her more than the world and yourself. Also, TAKE HER SERIOUSLY, it’s not fun and games all the time girls are creatures that are always thinking, about everything. Also, when you tell her “I love you” or “I miss you” or “i want you” or something like that, spell it out, CORRECTLY, none of that “i luv u” shit cus it’s not real and its just a bunch of shortcuts, actually spelling out the words shows that you are sincere about it. And after you tell her those words for the first time, say it EVERY time you see her. Call her once in a while just because. Surprise her with school visits, roses, etc., be spontaneous - girls like that shit. Also, if your girl is trying to talk to you because she’s hurt about something YOU did, don’t just snap at her as if you’ve done nothing wrong. Take it into consideration, there must be a DAMN GOOD reason if she’s actually TELLING you why she’s HURT.

so i hope you have a good life, i really do love you and care about you and I think I always will, because you were my first serious relationship…, but you’ve obviously grown bored of me, and i don’t want to be in a one-sided relationship. if you can’t realize what a catch I am, I’ll find someone that does.

with love,
me.